The song you were so adamant about not playing reminds me of you the most.

as much as i complain and rant about this country's government. i think i'll really miss home. sure, this isn't exactly the fairest country or the most advanced. the roads are pretty much shit and the drivers are all insane. corruption is at its best here. there are things about this place that makes it somewhat bearable. mamaks. as hariz said to me the other day " where else can you find a mamak opened 24/7?" nasi lemak la , teh o ais la , the various roti's ( HAWAAAAIIII lol@trina. ) and what nots. ramly burger is awesome too. pirated dvds! i swear those dvd motherfuckers are making shitloads of cash. without pirated dvds, i'd be dead. honest. no OC. no OTH. no GG . nothing >:( so yea, as much as we all complain and bitch about this country. about how no cool musicians are allowed to come/want to come , how its not fair bla bla bla, there's still some pretty awesome stuff about this semi-shitty place.

Clarence Darrow, agnostic lawyer and fighter for civil rights: True patriotism hates injustice in its own land more than anywhere else.

Merdeka started with lunch @ Fish & Co, to discuss the nights plans. Didn't do much planning,haha. After lunch, Trina and i were dropped home to change and do girly stuff while Tuck and Koo played..some game at the CC -_-"


Dinner was at Umai-Ya in Damansara Perdana. Trina had those " spend RM160 , get RM80 off " coupons, so we decided to use them. The food was pretty good. Service however,was in the highest state of shityness. Everytime we'd ask for something , we'd get answered with " Wait ahhhh ". They were extremely under-staffed.. so i guess that's why it took them freakin ages to bring anything.

yeah , i got damn lazy to take pictures of the food after awhile.. =p

To decide what to do after dinner, we wrote down a few options, squashed the papers and then picked a squashed paper ball and that would be where we spent our Merdeka countdown.

Heritage Row it was. I don't have..much pictures at all actually.

..Tuck's face wei. hehehehehehe.

I like this picture. Lychee never looked prettier, hee. So here's to Merdeka. Woohoo.

Supper was at Williams with Jerald and Marianne(?) .
Note : do NOT order Indo Mee Butter Prawns. It's disgustingly oily, like most things at Williams. But this was the worst. Ew okay, ew.

Ended the night watching The Strangers with Trina. Yeah we both fell asleep -_-" Damn fail.

All the days spent together.Our only chance to speak once more.

Gloomy . Yeah,gloomy's the word. All things considered, i thought i'd be little bit more energetic/life-like. I can't bring myself to feel. All i really really want to do is curl up, pull the covers over my head in my " arctic circle" and just listen to music. Music that sends me into a trance-like state where i just.. am. It doesn't really help that it keeps raining almost everyday. Makes gloomy seem..gloomier.Plethora of emotions. Gushing into my head, the same way blood flows to your head when you're upside down. All at once. If only i could comprehend what floats in that head,Colourful.

I think i need a hug.. & oh , maybe something sweet. like chocolate.


Michelle Branch's Breathe is playing on my itunes and right at this moment , she's saying( well,singing to be exact) " Breath, every little piece of me."



Oh right, before i forget.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARNEY :D
Now you`ll stop riding on your motorbike and..start driving a car eh? Hee (: The world is now safe again, haha.

But why would we change a thing?

Every step of the way.

We've walked this long steady road together for the past 4 years,but the roads have garbled up.
I wish I could still walk with you,but we're chasing different butterflies now.
The path has changed for you & I,but we're still heading the same direction - Towards our own perfect future we forlorn.
I'll see you at the other end where the grass is greener.

Jian Hao is to me like what the Sun is to the world.He was my constant,his phone calls were routine.The person I could not live with and without.
In this ball of suppressed denial,it's time to unravel a strand that I have been impervious to.
I'll prepare to sweep the debris from this perforated heart of mine.

I don't know why I'm making it seem like Jian Hao's dead.

Let's cut this short and make it simple.

I'll miss you,

I already do.

Arrivederci,Tan.
You're UK's problem now.
Come back soon ok?

P.S : I typed this a week before you left,because I know this post would've been beyond mushy and this is not even close to as melodramatic as it could've been & I don't need the rest of the world knowing how gay I could get.You better write me those fuckin' letters.

I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.

On a happier note,


House visits!

I really, really like this picture of Dinie.


Lmao lmao lmao.

On Tuesday ,

Trina and I had a date :D No pictures cough ;)

You Don't Mess With The Zohan

Trina won tickets from..uh Cleo or Seventeen. One of em mags la. We decided to try that..German place in The Curve. Expensive + small portions. Standard =.="


Green tea icecream <3 Half-pushed our way into the cinema. Kept hoping no one we didn't like would sit with us ( since it was free seating..premier viewing or smthn so yeh ) WE WERE THE ONLY ONES LAUGHING AT REALLY REALLY FUNNNY PARTS LA HO MA GOD.

What's wrong with you alllllll. There's this one part where he does something to the baby right. Trina and I burst out freakin laughing , and NO ONE in the cinema was laughing. No.One. Grrr. Happened a couple of times summore. The movie was pretty funny la. Better than the Love Guru definitely. Although the line " Mariska Hargitay" gets to me everyfreakintime.

Sloan(entourage) doesn't look like Sloan in the Zohan.

Followed by ,

Mamaks.LateNights.HibernatingInTheToilet.Watching snooker being played.LaughatRhemanotWithRhema." whatever" situations -__-"More mamaks& Deliveringchicken.

Promoting twisties..and..that sharp....thing. =.="


Irritwistable.

I'm going to watch Two and a Half Men , courtesy of Rizzo (: Thankthankthankyou.

Men men men.. manly men men men...*tune starts to ring in head 234235246324 times.

The only person i can rely on for accurate road directions.

Haaaappy Birthday Koo :)

As the titles states, Jervis is the only person who navigates AWESOMELY. Because my sense of direction is basically..well shit. He never fails to get us all back in the right place. Whether its KL ..or way up to Genting. You really are something Koo! You and your catchy insults eg" damn sohaiiiiii ", " retard" , " shut up you dog " , " dog face " have become my source of comfort..since they make me laugh when you use them la. haha.

I know you're worried. You're going to be just fine. We'll see you on Monday!

Love you TallOne :D


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" Morphine rocks wei "