Ninjafish gets wet.

Our beloved Izzy J turned 19th on the 11th of February. The night before we headed to the new Murni's. Surprised him with Milsya's aunt's AWESOME cupcakes + Pavlova. He probably thought the surprise ended there...but uh huhh honey, that's not all we planned for Izzy J.

About a week earlier i think, Milsya,Zal and I were already thinking of things to do but our plans always got complicated because of college and curfews. After awhile deciding, we finally decided on a BBQ Pool party at Aziz's condo.

Izzat's entire birthday week was spent going to One Utama multiple times to find Izzy a present. All of us agreed on Macbeth shoes. (because they are cool. Oh and,Adam Lazzara wears them!Ok no, but that was MY reason :p )

Friday was SO hectic. So so hectic. Picked up Alisya from the LRT station then the both of us went to Giant to meet up with Milsya & YeeLing to get the food for the BBQ.

We were SO undecided with the amount of lamb! I think we bought more than enough in the end though :)

Then i got a text from Izzat asking what i was doing or something and i lied and said i was washing my car and i`d text after I was done. Mm yeah about 3 hours later i texted back saying i'm finally done with all the errands i had to do and if he wanted to meet up.

THEN AH. Aiyooo. Stress.

He suddenly said he had to pick up his friend from the LRT station and that he'd meet up after. And ALL OF US, forgot that his friend was coming. Complications MAX ok.

After about 2-3 hours of freaking out, Alisya and i cooked up a diabolical plan. We got Izzy to come pick me up. Alisya went to hide when Izzat was outside. I went outside with a scarf and told Izzat that we have to go somewhere and that i have to blindfold him and drive. Not the INTIAL plan, but it worked out anyway.

Alisya was dubbed"Hannibal", the voiceless helper in the car! Hahaha.

Izzat kept trying to get Hannibal to speak, but to no avail. Hoho. Izzat was SO GODDAMN FIDGETYYYY. Lord jesus christ.He tried recognizing the route i was taking so i had to create a diversion by driving into SMKDJ's housing area and reversing/going into small lanes/stopping/reversing again.

We finally reached Aziz's place and Izzat kept saying hello to random people as he was blindfolded and..I actually don't know why he said hi to random people. Haha.

Poor boy was quite freaked out when we used steps and when he felt water touching his feet.
He kept saying," RHEMA RHEMA HANNIBAL PLEASE PLEASE NO WATER PLEASE PLEASE NO WATERRR WEEEII DONT WANT LAAA RHEMAAAA".
I'm here trying to NOT burst out laughing, I just kept saying "NOOOO LETS GO!"

We got him to the edge of the pool and BOOM, he was throw inside very effectively.

Our wonderful chefs that made us amazing barbecued food.

If Giant's BBQ'ed items had a facebook fanpage,I'd join it.

The cousins' doing water tricks!

Then we presented Izzat with his Macbeths in a pretty cloth bag which we all (the night before),decorated at Faizal's place!

The BBQ had to be dunzo by 10PM unfortunately. Sya,Zal,Milsya,YL and I did most of the cleaning,while the rest of them went to shower. But see,helping out has its benefits because the 5 of us were able to shower at Aziz's condo :D Instead of some pool-side washroom. Hoho.

Alisya and i felt SO incredibly clean after that, our cleanliness deserved a picture.

Sparkly clean and smellin` good :D

Izzat re-opened his present and tried em on. All of us agreed that the shoes would look smex with his WB jeans! Who picked the jeaaaaaaans la :p

We hung out for a bit at Aziz's apartment before everyone started leaving one by one. Sya,Zal and I chilled out a bit more and watched Surrogates. I drove with one eye closed back home. I was SO tired,holy. I don't even remember what happened after that i think i just went home and died until the next evening.
So there you go :)

Happy Birthday Izzy J :) I'm sorry you had to be tortured in the car,but I hope you had fun! Love ya long time partner in crime :D

Oh,and THANK YOU Alisya for maintaining the calm when we had our mini freak out session at my house,haha. Love you babe ♥♥

half of the picture credits go to Alisya :)

P.S : There were too many pictures to choose from. :(

I remember meeting RL for the first time back when I was fresh meat at SMKDJ through the person who ironically brought us together at the end.
I barely saw much of RL at school 'cause she was like a full moon that only appeared on rare occassions so there wasn't much opportunity to be acquainted you see.

Besides that,everyone thought I was racist against indians anyway,which was partially true at that time.

What irony that I'd end up with an indian as my closest friend.
But then again,she's practically chinese through my eyes.














Through the course of 4 years give or take,I've gone through so much with this girl.The best December ever,pointlessly fun roadtrips,late night gallivanting,the most epic concerts ever,signature stoning,anti-social ipod times,unnecessary drama,missing-the-train-because-I-forgot-to-take-my-luggage-bag and missing-the-bus-because-we-were-at-the-wrong-platform moments,stupid tag lines like "scotty doesn't know"&"yippi-ki-yay",weekly Hartamas ritual,failed and successful drunken nights,getting lost on the road and blasting road mixes while wandering around,walking into MOS on ladies night and having a blast eventhough it's just the 2 of us.

There's just too many to list out,but those are off the top of my head.

On the surface she might not seem like it,but inside she's made of Adamantium(You know,like the metal in Wolverines body)with a pink gummy heart covered with sparkly magical pixie dust that makes her that much more twisted.
This tough cookie is practically impenetrable. (Ew.)
Through all the rough patches,she was always there and she does not fail to aid the situation.
She's like the wind that blows the last line of cocaine away when I'm close to OD-ing,the condom/pepperspray when I'm about to get fucked by some guy with HIV/AIDs or in other words,my life vest during a crash.

So few of you could only imagine what it was like when she was leaving for that stinkin country,Aussie.I'm not exaggerating when I say that it felt like a part of me was gone.It's like taking apple aloe vera away from me,forever. (o.o)
I had been so accustomed to RL always being there that it was overwhelming how so much changed.

When I wanted to get out of the house,I'd pick up the phone and start dialing RL's number and eventually realize that she isn't here anymore.
Or when I'd be laughing hysterically at something and I'll start looking around and expecting RL to be laughing with me and end up finding myself laughing alone.
And it doesn't help much that everything I do reminds me of the good times,From Viva La Bam to Creme Brulee to Hartamas Square's sweet&sour chicken with fried rice.
Don't even get me started on the music that just conjures up reminders that you're all the way there and I'm stuck here.

That bitch might as well piss all over my life to mark her territory,really.


Look,so cool right.It's like half of her face in 1 picture and half of my face in the other.

So this is where shows like OneTreeHill & The OC comes in handy,contrary to popular belief that it's just some stupid series,it helps la,I slowly accepted her absence and adjusted.Albeit I still miss her a fuckloads,but at least we still contact each other frequently & it is quite freaky but cool how we get all telepathic sometimes and that just makes it a whole lot more comforting.


Ah yes,Skype. :)

But still,
I can't believe I'm not there to celebrate your EIGHTEENTH birthday with you,'Ma.
actually,just not being there with you for that matter.

I'm sorry I can't pull off any cool shit like fly over there for your birthday.
Fuck SPM seriously,SPM ruins lives.
& I'm still half way with your suppose-to-be-christmas-present.I'm quite half assed.Haha
But I do hope you have the most blow-your-brains-out shit-in-your-pants kickass 18th ever.
Don't get too wasted and use rubber okay?
I'll see you in June.We'll paint the whole town red this time.Ok,you can paint it pink la.



Oh,there was meant to be a post like this back when you left.But you see,I teared up like a baby typing this post and that is exactly why it has been delayed for so long.Oh fuck me,and you just had to message me on MSN eventhough I'm appearing offline.Fine example of the telepathic thing.Ugh,So this is to make up for that.But for today,



HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY RAYMA LAZARRA!

Love you long time,RL.
And yes,You're my "person" too.Fuckin' Christina yang.
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