asphyxiated .

lesson number 1 # ; learn to think about what people mean around you. and why you`re doing what you`re doing. stop thinking about yourself because, *major shock* its NOT all about you,never has been it's about time you grow up and stop acting like you`re some kinda freakin hugh hefner. because frankly, im getting bored. and i have absolutely no strength to deal with this anymore.

(:


thank you for keeping me sane. i would've jumped off the fucking roof if not for you four people.

yeahyeah, i`ll update ...soonly. uploading the videos right now on youtube. so..maybe next week or thursday. whenever i feel like sharing.



in the words of hayley williams ;;;;

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change
Once a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never change
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up (: