lesson number 1 # ; learn to think about what people mean around you. and why you`re doing what you`re doing. stop thinking about yourself because, *major shock* its NOT all about you,never has been it's about time you grow up and stop acting like you`re some kinda freakin hugh hefner. because frankly, im getting bored. and i have absolutely no strength to deal with this anymore.

(:


thank you for keeping me sane. i would've jumped off the fucking roof if not for you four people.

yeahyeah, i`ll update ...soonly. uploading the videos right now on youtube. so..maybe next week or thursday. whenever i feel like sharing.



in the words of hayley williams ;;;;

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change
Once a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never change
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up (:

you so skanky ho (;

BWLU = bitch who left us. that's me. lol. according to candice. hehe.

this makes me somewhat happy. i love you tooo bubs (:

* cannot. scared la. you kan faham right deeez..heee. i`m diggin the `hat` on the head yo.




totally unrelated ;
america made the right choice wey. i was rooting for obama from the very start. the man's gonna start a fuckin revolution. the amount of support he got was ..whoa man. whoa. ladidaaa yes we can.

you probably won't get this but that's kinda the point.

HOMAIGODDD.


we're apart of a vicious circle so unfortuuunately your dramatics affect me. it's no wonder i've always hated circles.

vanessa, your alphabet discovery is..wow. damn annoying ok all these people. i cannot tahan.


leaving + alphabets = replaced.

my turn.

stay away? duly noted.

Mandrian/SexyBoxers.

You`re a real piece of work i tell you. when i first met you, you were already con-ing me. you horrible thing. you took all my `good` pokemon cards and gave me the horrible ones. asisaifa. lucky you had those cute ones. like jigglypuff and shit. i liked those :D haha.

you were always ALWAYS so competitive okay. from pushing me down the hill , from trying to go faster with MY bike and then crashing it. see la , what competitiveness does to people.

here's an excerpt from vanessa's post ;


"HOMG remember when you freaking wrestled me like i was a MAN and whacked the air outta me ADRIAN!?"


SEE. COMPETITIVE. she got hurt :( too much la youuu. and you're not very nice sometimes. especially when you refer to ME as a BOY. bitch. i`m not a boy laaaa :( stop getting mixed up , i damn emo k.

i remember when how the term " sexyboxers" was coined. you, being stupid ( as usual) got yourself locked out of your room in boxers. real nice la. yes i had to tell the whole world on my blog. that's what you get from being ..not so bright :D heh.

i miss the times when you and hariz used to come over and watch football. and i`d make the maggi for you guys. and hariz would come down once in awhile to check on me but YOUUUU would just STAY upstairs and watch the goddamn tv and i`ll serve you with awesome maggi and you`d just be watching the tv -__-" too much. but i miss those times nevertheless. atleast we all went to putrajaya together! you , me and hariz i mean. juust like old times, with 2 added people ofcourse. but still fun :D

you`re DAMN stubborn sometimes. and so set in your ways i want to stab you with a unsharpened pencil ( so it'll hurt less la but still the stabbing is there). but so am i , so we click and clash sometimes. you drive me so high the fucking wall sometimes, i SWEAR. but you always manage to redeem yourself :p so then i climb down from that high wall and start being nice again.

we've had quiiiiiiite a few ups and downs, i`m glad nothing ever permanently damaged our friendship. i don't know how you deal with my forgetfulness wei. i swear it's so hard finding my phone and keys STILL. see, adrian over here. used to know where i put my things without him even being there -__-" damn chun right.

i don't have ANYONE to put make up on anymore. or to help me buy make up :( you still have to keep your promise you know! well it wasn't really a promise but it was some sort of a promise. you know , after the talk we had in jelutong and all.
i`m sorry if i`ve ever said anything or done anything to hurt you intentionally or unintentionally, i hope you have the best best time tonight at your dinner..with the gang Yes, i had to Adrian :p Hee, eventhough you frustrate me to the core sometimes , i love you very very much and hope the best for your sorry ass. I don't need to tell you to study or wish you goodluck cuz i KNOW you'll do absolutely well in your spm. Yeah , i have that much faith in you la..also because you're actually pretty good at academics. Not so good on the other stuff :P hehehehehe. okay sorry.


Ps;// the dresscode was not a very smart idea , but a very `you` idea. LOL. God adrian -_-"

Pata pata pon -

♥
to the above and those who called/texted and saw me before i left.

thanks for the everything. literally,everything. you guys made it way harder for me to leave. your letters ; oh god the letters made me cry, all of them :( i loved all your presents too! you all made me feel so so loved la ; especially when you kept screaming for me and when some of you followed me from above when i had to line up and stuff.. i damn rindu you all already, and it's only been a few days. i lovelovelove every single one of you, thanks for giving a shit & thanks for coming all the way to the airport to send me off. it was the best send off ever. everyone,almost i wanted there was there. and even those who couldn't make it, came to see me before i left. you guys are honestly the best.





Nothing much happened the day i arrived in Brisbane. So i'll start with the following day.

thursday.

woke up absolutely exhausted. walked to GardenCity's bus depot and took a bus from there to the City.

Upper Mt Gravatt's the suburb i'm at. the bus station is so clean.

the buses are really nice. Got off at Queen Street Mall, had lunch at ...

Hands down the best freaking Noodles in Brisbane. Noodle Box is the ♥. Not only does it come in a box*duh, it tastes like something we'd have back in KL too. It has TASTE. Most of the food here's kinda bland. No Mcdonalds chilli sauce to rescue me :(

Oh Audrey, i tried ;

Pretty awesome i must say. They play really cool music at the store too. I tried Krispy Kreme as well. It's disgustingly sweet.

I know everyone's all gaga over it. But..it's waaay too sweet for my liking. First bite; stand-able. Second bite ; not too bad. Third bite ; holy smokes damn sweet *spits out food. It's really really sweet.

Queen Street Mall ;

see ; i was actually trying to take a picture of the goths. but the people walking blocked me -_-"

It’s like a street with malls. So in the middle of the malls there’s like a road.I saw this guy juggling 4 swords on stilts. I couldn’t take pictures though, camera ran out of battery : (
The dude was really really funny, he kept involving the crowd in his stunts and making jokes. I was so amused.

While packing dinner at this Malaysian stall , I saw two malay looking guys. Then they started talking in BM. I was like OGMOGMAOGMDAOGMAMALAYSIANS!!!!! ( yes la.. Was excited). Then I looked at my dad , and gave him the “ OH MY GOD ONE OF US!@!#!$#%@ “ look Thank god he understood.
Then he suddenly started talking to them in BM. And they were like O____O MALAYSIANS! So cute :p So we started talking and all, their in QUT. But ohmygodla, I was so happy to meet someone from home. And they were so nice!
Because it's spring here..My dad insisted i take pictures of the flowers and everything..-_-

there.one picture of the purple flowery tree i keep seeing everywhere.

friday.

Went to the city again. Looked for the Optus shop and FINALLY got my phone after much hassle. See, Australia has this thing on Under-18’s. Everything’s just way more complicated when you’re under18. The Optus lady that helped me was so so incredibly sweet. She was awesome. She kept calling the other Optus people and was asking them to let me have my line and all that. And FINALLY, they allowed me to get a line but I can`t apply for internet and other services until I`m 18. BUT EVS.


Brisbane city has alot of talented people. This time i saw this guy who uses spray paint to create art on paper. It was absolutely beautiful. He sits on the ground and painstakingly sprays the paint and tries to show people what he's good at. And THAT's how he earns his living.Talk about passion.

Yup, all spray paint. He uses paper to create lines/curves stuff like that. But isn't everything just SO pretty?

On the way back , i saw some pretty cool graffiti work at Cultural something..

Went to Ash and Leah's( homestay parents) for dinner.. Yeah.. That was interesting. Found out they eat vegetarian meals 4 times a week.. Lol, but thank goodness I can pack my own food and my stuff in their fridge la. So I won’t suffer too much. There’s no airconditioner in the room though, they leave the windows open.

But they offered to give me a fan if I really can’t stand the heat. Wooh.Oh my room’s really big too. I was expecting minimal space and all. MY AUNTY LA, kept saying I’d be in a super small room no space bladiblabla. Too much. Closet space is awesome. Bed’s a single bed but who’s complaining wei. I’m happy it’s big and there’s enuff space for all my clothes and my bags :p I have a desk too. Pictures..once I’ve moved in k.

sunday.

SURFERS PARADISE is the sex. I love the beach. I love the sand. Went to South Bank by bus, caught another bus to Nerang Rail. Took an hour long train ride to Surfer's Paradise Bus Station and then it another bus ride to the beach itself. Oh my god it was absolutely beautiful.

Yes la, i haad to write something in the sand :D heheh. i wrote this post a really long time ago. so i changed the dates on the post. i`ll blog about..orientation and other stuff later on.